Hiding Out

I’ve been hiding out quite a bit lately.   I’m afraid that many of my friends think that this is because I’m being aloof, or not interested in sharing my thoughts with them.   This is not true.  The fact is that I’ve not shared my thoughts with them because I’m still not sure what my thoughts really are.  I still have a lot of conflicting feelings and I don’t like trying to explain things that I don’t understand.   I hope that my friends understand that I care about them deeply and that I treasure the relationships I’ve built over time.   I hope that they also understand that I have things that I will always keep private.   The reasons I have for some of the actions I’ve taken recently are never going to be completely explained.   That’s because some of them are very private and I have no interest in discussing them with anyone.   Some of them are also unexplainable because they are based on gut feelings that require all of my experiences, intuition, hang-ups, and values to understand.  

 

Never forget how much I care about all of you that are close to me.